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where am i?
how did i get here?

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it's about magic

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i'm not sure if this is necessary [ right now ]

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[ anything ] for money

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the closest thing to here

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we're all in this [ performance ] together

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the edge of Summer 2009
 in no particular order:

 . kids setting the trash can on fire
 . helicopters
 . a man yelling "fuck"
 . swollen intestines
 . a marriage ending
 . left scapula and lower back, from riding
 . bone marrow
 . a family man depressed
 . another adjunct leaving
 . warning of little work in the Fall
 . fender bender
 . sprained fingers
 . a cut thumb
 . severed achilles tendon
 . a[nother] crazy friend [ dumping ]
 . skinned toes
 . screaming restaurant manager (20 minutes straight)
 . dead car
 . back problems
 . gang violence [ in the front yard ]
 . the flu
 . "let go" from work
 . unrest in iran
 . neda
 . gone gallbladder
 . 10% cut
 . extreme bacterial infection

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