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can you repeat yourself?

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I am not myself today

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"Pisces is ruled by Jupiter (Luck) and Neptune (Illusions)"

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remembered [again]: "i'm skipping, but i'm not happy", 2nd grader

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"when surrounded by intense difference, how do i begin to touch it" (Dorit)

[i so want to begin to begin to...]

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      [ [ not ] changing the world ]
one [dirty][thoughtful] word at a time
one [dirty] thought at a time
one [sacred] breath at a time
      [ whether i want [it] to or not ]

         each "an experimentation with death" (Badiou)
which word will lead me to [the] death [that i deserve]
which thought will lead me to [the] death [that i deserve]
which breath with will lead me to [the] death [that i deserve]

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isn't it enough that they stand together?

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for Dorit -
i went my separate way today [again]

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